PIECE OF MIND #6 - HOPE

PIECE OF MIND #5 - SHOPPING IS MY THERAPY

PARADISE-INFINITE

Because my heart is a broken heart

I can’t let you go like this, what now?

Even if I look shaky and dangerous

I can only hold you in, what now?

I love you (I’m sure you do too) I won’t do it (you will do it)

I will do it, I’m only gonna look at you

Please stay here, I’m asking you a favor, I’ll treat you better, I can’t let you go yet

I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day

*This place is a paradise only if you’re here

A paradise that has locked you in against your will

A sad paradise that you won’t go if you’re awake

A paradise that we can be together forever, oh

I can only watch you while holding my breath

I can only do so cause it might break

You look at me (you probably will) you don’t look (you will)

You look at me and it hurts

Please stay here, I’m asking you a favor, I’ll treat you better, I can’t let you go yet

I must live, I must survive, cause I will stop some day

*Repeat

Rap)

Every night, I filled me with you

Yeah, now I have to fill it with alcohol, time

The arm that wrapped, the panting night

The best paradise, without you it’s a hopeless world

I’m gonna hold you in a little longer, I’m gonna look at you a little more

Until my heart cools off a little more

I must live even without you, but right now, I need you

*Repeat

IF I HAD KNOWN...

    If I had known that during the semester break is the last time I saw him, I probably won't return to the university that early.

    If I had known I won't be able to see him anymore, I probably won't go to Penang and meet him when he came to Perlis before. It was the last time he visited his hometown and his friends before he left us.

The last picture of me, my sister n my late grandfather

   I don't know why I suddenly thinking of him. And the thought of him always bring up tears. In the car, in the bus or even just now. I still can't accept the fact that he's gone. 

   I regretted every moment when I'm not with him. I was too busy with this and that, I don't realized that his time is almost over.

   I wanted to go home, but every time I'm there, I'll shed in tears. The house was now empty. His belongings were still there but he's not.

   And the fact that my father always talked about him left me speechless. 

   From the bottom of my heart, I regretted for not being with him when he was sick. If I had the chance to rewind time, I will ask for his forgiveness though my mistakes were unforgivable. I was selfish and I hate myself for that. I really do.

I'll never be alright. Ever.

  

  

   

    

PIECE OF MIND #4 - FRIENDSHIP

PIECE OF MIND #3 - FAITH

PIECE OF MIND #2 - SCARLET

SCARLET

By Lemony Lemon

            It was cold that night. She straightened up her coat as she walked down the street. The icy cold wind slapped her face few times. Still, she doesn’t budge. The weather seemed nothing to her. She smirked.

Useless.

No matter how thick the coat she wore, or how long the scarf wore around her neck, she won’t feel warm.

            Why?

            Because the cold doesn’t come from the atmosphere, it came from her heart. She is a cold-blooded hunter after all. She hunted down her prey and gets a generous amount of pay from it. She looked normal from the outside. But inside, only God knows how she led her life.

            Her name is Scarlet. It suits her as her life is filled with red, the colour of blood. Yet, she probably named due to the colour of her eyes. Deep red.

            Her hands were dirty. It is so dirty and there is no way it can be cleaned. She never intended to quit her work nor will she feel guilty of what she’d done.

            Until the day when she received a new order to kill a man, everything changed. Her life take a detour, their fate intertwined. Meeting him, it changed the way she sees the world. She was unsure of what she’s doing. She felt wronged. She tried to stop doing something that she lived for. Killing and money no longer in her dictionary. She finds the purpose of her life.

            But of course, it won’t end easily. She can’t lead a happy life after what she’d done right?

             

THE REASON I START WRITING....

Assalamualaikum...

I just finished one of my paper in the evening. So, tonight, I was thinking of reIaxing myself by blogwalking. The first blog that came up on my mind is secawan kopi belonged to Aidil Khalid. I was drawn to read his blog because he is a good writer, his idea was fresh and his writing style is awesome. TALENTED, I would say. To even comparing himself with me, who is just an amateur is an act of violation against him.

Then one of his post stated why did he start writing. He said it came to him when he first read a short novel entitled Twenty Fifty Seven. He realised literature is a channel where we can deliver a message through a storyline. The message can be universal and we can deliver anything in mind. that's his story. what about me??

SITUATION #1 :

What did you feel when you were so absorbed in reading a novel and when it come to an end, it was so ABSURD??
I am sure, curses flying from your mouth like a dagger. Piercing through the novel, shredding the pages into pieces.
    
 " I can do so much better than this!!!".

There you are. My first reason.

To write something you like is easy, but to write something others will like is a different story. I take this a challenge. To prove myself. I always like English and I am more confident in writing English. It is not like I am a snob or what. It is just that I think I can do better in English than Bahasa. I can write in Bahasa but it will take a LOT of time and an ENORMOUS effort in achieving it.

SITUATION #2 :

you woke up from your sleep with a weird dream roaming through your head. It was interesting yet so weird. With a little bit of alterations and a spoon of imagination, you can make it ROCKS!!!

LET YOUR IMAGINATIONS RUN WILD!!!

my first fiction STOLEN came from my dream. Of course I changed it a bit... erm... actually a lot in the storyline and the characters. I started to write it since I was fifteen. Up until now, it is not finished yet. Time, perhaps since I was busy with my studies and probably because I kept on changing the plot. It is getting strong and stronger as time goes by. Your writing kept on maturing as the time flies. I will try to finish it as I had another one coming with the title "HUNTER". It is actually a short fiction and I already finished it. Maybe a little bit of alteration will make it work.

SITUATION #3 :

You strolled down your facebook account and came across an issue. You think the issue was seen at a  wrong perspective and you think it was your duty to change the way they think. Writing it in a professional manner without taking side indicates your ethique...

HUMANITY ROCKS!!!

I wrote about Lynas and MLM based from my own opinion and facts. lastly, it depend on the readers to evaluate.

I loved reading books. so, practically I loved literature and beautiful words to the extent that I want to do it myself. I write for myself. I write for my own satisfaction. I write for others. Surely, I don't write for money. 

FIRE AND ICE

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

 

Robert Frost

MLM: OPPORTUNITY OR FRAUD?

            Assalamualaikum...

            Multi-level marketing…. First time I heard this words was when I watched Japanese drama series, Liar Game. I thought nothing of it. Though, I did read about it at Aidid Muaddib’s blog ( click here and here)… just for my knowledge but it didn’t concern me much.

pyramid scheme

           Recently, a post at one of the group I joined promoted Infinity Downline (ID). At first I thought, ‘MLM’. But then, the person denied it.

            Fine. Maybe I was wrong, I thought.

            That night, I came across that post again. This time, there were some replies on that post, indicating some members of the group were interested on it. 

            And I just can’t keep quiet anymore. The truth need to be told. I searched all about it and I am truly confident that ID is a fraud. Why?

            Because of the term ‘downline”. Downline usually associated with ‘pyramid’ scheme. Pyramid scheme is said to be illegal. Why? Because it is exploitative and dishonest. However, they are denying it; they said it is not pyramid. In fact, their system is like this.

A person, A searched for 2 people as downline (B and C). A took commission from B and C. After B and C managed to get 2 people each as downline, B and C is no longer related to A. So, A will have to get other people as the new downline. B and C will follow A’s footstep. 

Is it a pyramid scheme? No, it’s not. Still, the principle is still the same. Find downline, then you’ll get commission. If not, you’ll get nothing. For me, their system and pyramid scheme is the same. They just used the above reason to camouflage their true intention. 

In order to understand MLM, we have to know what it is first.

So… What is MLM??

MLM (Multi-level Marketing) also known as network marketing or referral marketing is not something new in Malaysia. Many companies were using multi-level compensation plans. They started first as single-level marketing then switched it to multi-level marketing. I think, this is one way to increase the product selling rates. The commission was based on selling rate. If the selling rate is high, the commission will also get high. Get my point here?

MLM is a marketing strategy so there is no such thing as legal or not. No law stated MLM is illegal. But when we talked about ethics, it is different from legality. Something may be illegal but ethical, and vice versa.

This is some of the guidance whether an MLM company is unethical…

• Very high entrance fee, usually above RM1, 000. Entrance fee here could include member fee, product fee, service fee, tax fee, etc... So long any fees that compulsory to pay as you join.
• Main focus is not selling products or services, rather to gather members.
• The company won't buy back all products or services sold out. Or there is not money back guarantee.
• Effectively, people at the bottom of the network pay money to people above the network. So people join first become benefited.
• Achievement, recognition, or level up need to purchase.
• Not focus on repeat sales, rather they sell product once in extremely high volume.
• The members engaged in fraud by misleading or misinterpreting the network or the products/services.http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=7022562778442378665
• The members have no choice but to keep a huge volume of stock.
• Many countries have prohibited this kind of organisations.

(Directly quoted from here)

Easy money, I say.

Do you believe in all the MLM-ers, who’s claimed that it is easy to get money without any hard work? “Just join us, ask for a few people to join with you and get money”, they may say. Some of the products don’t even benefit us as their main point is to get new members and not to sell goods.

Pffft. Then, what is the use of the degree that we obtained in the first place? What is the use of study all nights, just to get a scroll of degree in order to get a good job if it is that easy to get money?

There is no such thing as a free lunch in this world.

 p/s: anyone are free to drop any comment. if what I wrote is wrong or you can just add whatever your opinion is... no offence intended for all MLM-ers..

PIECE OF MIND #1 - LOST

LOST

By Lemony Lemon

            What will you do when your perfect life crumbled in front of you? Your loved ones disappeared just right before your eyes. You tried to reach them but it’s too far. You tried to grasp their hands but their fingers just slipped yours. You tried to embrace them, yet you just embraced their shadows. You can’t do anything about it. You are helpless. You are alone. You have nothing left but yourself. You kept denying the truth. The truth was so hard to swallow, why bother in the first place? 

You kept shaking your head, saying that this is just an awful nightmare. It will end when you woke up in the morning and everything will be back to normal, you thought desperately.

But why does this nightmare too long?

This is a story of a young girl, her grievance was too deep, too intense, she can’t contain herself anymore and as a last resort, she tried to escape her suffering by creating a world of her own. Her eyes was so full of it, her head was so absorbed with it,  she didn’t even realized she was trapped in the world that she created on her own. Poor Cris, she can’t even differentiate between reality and her own delusions.

BOOK REVIEW #1 PRIDE AND PREJUDICE

Assalamualaikum....

  my first book review... please enjoy it....

    first, let us give credit to my roommate because she is the one who lend me this book... before this, i only heard about this book and the movies (adaptation from the book)... as i can recalled, Jane Austen was one of the famous English authors and the novel had become one of the most famous books in English literature... well, her writing showed it all... it was matured and the sentences were beautifully crafted and bombastic.. some words just too difficult for me and it took me some time to digest it...  i'm an amateur... it crushed my pride knowing the truth that i can never be in par with her...

movie version

let's proceed with the  review....

it started when a young man named Mr Bingley came to the neighbourhood and let a house there.. he became the center of attraction as all families which has unmarried daughters would like to have him as a son-in-law... Rich and unmarried... whoever caught his attention would lead a luxurious life... in addition, he had a great personality and manners too... in short, he's PERFECT....

Mr Bingley

upon hearing this news, Mrs Bennet thought this is a perfect plan for one of her 5 unmarried daughters... A party was held and Mr Bingley came with his best friends, Mr Darcy... all guests were astounded by him.. good-looking and richer than Mr Bingley, he is sure better than Mr Bingley... However, admiration turns to disgust when all the guests realised how proud he is and he makes no effort to mingle with others... he is a complete opposite on Mr Bingley... how can they even be best friends?

Mr Darcy

Jane Bennet, the eldest daughter caught Mr Bingley attention and they became close.. Jane also had a good relationship with Mr Bingley's sister... Jane's hope to become Mr Bingley's wife roused... Jane was a nice typical girl which always thinking the best about others and never suspect others.. she's a girl that will be a good wife in the future....

Jane Bennet

on the other hand, Jane had a sister, Elizabeth... Lizzy was a pretty and wise girl yet too prejudice with people around her especially Mr Darcy... she cared so much about her sister, Jane... her personality attracted Mr Darcy... however, she hated him... their conflicts will be revealed later...

Lizzy Bennet

character map of this story

this story focused on Lizzy Bennet and Mr Darcy.... in general, this novel's main idea is about marriage.. the neighbourhood get excited when a rich young man came... everyone wished to have him as a son-in-laws... it gives you the idea that the ideal groom must be rich in order for their daughters to be happy...

Lizzy met Mr Darcy in a ball and quickly adressed him as a rich and arrogant man... this prejudice led her to believe any awful stories about him... hatred bloomed as well as love... conflicts surfaced when Lizzy believed that Mr Darcy was trying to separate her sister with Mr Bingley...

when Mr Darcy confessed his love towards Lizzy, it was unbearable and Lizzy can't take it anymore... she spitted all out... Mr Darcy, upon hearing this, turned red due to humiliation and anger... he stormed off the house..

at that moment, Lizzy finally realised that she was totally wrong about her feeling toward Mr Darcy... she cried and cried... the next morning, the disheveled Mr Darcy came to her with a letter explaining everything...

Lizzy was embarassed with herself and thought she was stupid to jump into an early conclusion about Mr Darcy... when she met again with him, he was totally different... he even helped her with her problem...in my opinion, he take everything she said to him into account and changed himself.. it is unbelievable to see a man like him to change drastically... LOVE, conquer all...

this time, she accepted him... adorable isn't it??? a storyline doesn't have to be heavy and complicated cause it might clouded the story.. as long as we have the main idea, even a simplest story can be interesting.... as for me, the storyline is strong enough to uphold the idea... usually i preferred a heavy, twisted and complicated storyline... it is more interesting, i always say... this time, i was dumbfounded with myself as this story satisfied me.. overall, daebak!!!!

Bennet sisters...

adaptation from the novel

 

confession of love

NEW : BOOK REVIEW

Assalamualaikum...

this is a new section of my blog... it is called 'book review'... here, i'm going to write a review on every books that i read... english and malay... both of it... for me, reading is my passion... and my way of enjoying life... i read a variety of books except for science fiction... fiction is good.. just that, science fiction is too absurd...

i enjoyed adventure, love, suspense, investigation etc... for me, a book must have its own moral value.. there must be knowledge or information behind it.. so that, it won't be a waste of time when we read it... even a book with theme of love has its own message...

a good book must have a good message in it... the purpose of writing a book must be portrayed clearly... not to mention, the writer must have the capability of grasping the readers' attention by making it as interesting as it truly can... enough of it.. i'll tell you more on my types of favourite books later on... just wait for my new entry... BOOK REVIEW #1 : PRIDE AND PREJUDICE

LYNAS, CONTROVERSY AND WHAT'S BEHIND IT?

   Assalamualaikum...

# this content was based from my opinion and from what i read... i tried to be unbiased as i truly   can... if there was some mistakes, forgive me... no offence intended... some link that i referred to
ieyra.com, fhaba, and ariffshah #

I woke up this morning, open up my Facebook account and an issue on Lynas caught my attention...

LYNAS??? Whats that?? 

I read it not long before, but i sensed nothing wrong about that... however, it is getting serious day by day... most of them oppose the Lynas project... some people got the wrong idea about that... some even take advantage by making it a huge controversy... so, let me make it clear... why?? because,

Allah berfirman, maksudnya:-

“Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jika datang kepadamu orang fasik membawa suatu berita, maka periksalah dengan teliti”

Maksudnya, janganlah kamu menerima (begitu saja) berita dari orang fasik, sebelum kamu periksa, teliti dan mendapatkan bukti kebenaran nya.

(Dalam ayat ini) Allah memberitahu, bahwa orang-orang fasik itu pada dasarnya (jika berbicara) dia dusta, akan tetapi kadang kala ia juga benar. Kerana, berita yang disampaikan tidak boleh diterima dan juga tidak ditolak begitu saja, kecuali setelah diteliti. Jika benar sesuai dengan bukti, maka diterima dan jika tidak, maka ditolak.

Kemudian Allah menyebutkan illat (sebab) perintah untuk meneliti dan larangan untuk mempercayai berita-berita tersebut. Allah berfirman.

“Agar kamu tidak menimpakan suatu musibah kepada suatu kaum tanpa mengetahui keadaannya”.
Kemudian nampak bagi kamu kesalahanmu dan kebersihan mereka.

“Yang menyebabkan kamu menyesal atas perbuatanmu itu” [Al Hujurat : 6]

from the 'firman' above, it tells us that it is crucial to check whether the news that we received is true... so, my next step is.... 

     After Googling, I found out a lot about Lynas... Let me entertain u...

Lynas Corporation, Ltd. is an Australian company which mines rare earth.. now, the company was focusing on a refinery facility at Kuantan... after they finished at Mt Weld...

      Rare earth elements are abundant and was dispersed in the Earth's crust.. the rare earth elements are essential to be used as the components of electronic stuffs.. Your iPad, phone, laptop... anything which is electronic got the rare elements in it... it is on demand now and currently China is leading as the biggest producers of rare earth elements..

      It is undeniable that rare earth elements brings fortune to one's who mine it... on the contrary, the consequences is severe...



       In Kuantan, Lynas Advanced Materials Plant (LAMP) was built with the support of Malaysian's goverment (12 years of tax exemption) with pioneer status... some people may think it is wise for the country to involve in this plan... but '12 years of tax exemption' is too much... first, we have to realize that we're dealing with foreign country.. we don't know what's up on their sleeves nor we know their trueselves.. even our own friends can stab us from our back... and what's more, we're talking about money rite now... people are even willing to die for money... it is not i'm prejudice or what.. it is just that we have to be careful with people around us...

      that's the first issue, the second one is their waste... from what i read, rare earth elements contain monazite (thorium, cerium and lanthanum) and some other chemical elements which i forgot... still, what's important now is that thorium is a radioactive element and and can be used to replace uranium for the nuclear energy.. when we processed the element, we got thorium as the by-product... until then, it is okay... BUT...

      the way they disposed it is not according to the international standard.... it is very dangerous as the facility is very close to the residential areas... and to make it worse, the Minister of Western Australia, Hon Norman Moore states that the waste belong to Malaysia and Australia has nothing to do with it..some effect of thorium are fatalities and cancer... people can be exposed to the thorium by air, food and water... and as the facility is located nearer to the residential areas, just think of it make me shiver...

      to make things worse, some people took advantages of this issue to trash some party... i dun think that it is wise... this 'side' trash that 'side' and vice versa... this should be a matter between the citizen and government... not this 'side' or that 'side.... just that you don't like them, it doesn't mean that what they do is wrong...

BECAUSE....

       the truth may be different from what it seemed to be... read here... it is too long for me to write it here... and frankly speaking, i don't like to repeat things...

SO...

        what is the truth?? which side is telling you the truth... i won't give you the answer... i'm depending on you to analyze the situation... i'm asking you to use your clever brain and your pure heart to decide which side are you on....  

        this blog is not for me to give out my opinion but for you to ponder... sometimes we won't get the answer straightaway... but with some effort and perseverance, it is possible...

          well, that's it... thanks for the attention and till we met again in the next post....

SOMETHING TO PONDER

“If there's a book you really want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it.”
                                                                                                                           -Toni Morrison-

IT'S WAR-MBLAQ

sikkeureo deudgijocha sirheo nunmuri maleudolog bireo
kkeutkkaji galge dugobwa neon nal jal mo geondeuryeosseo

saranghaessdeon urinde geunyeoppunin nainde
wae neon wae neon nae yeojal geondeuryeo no way

tuktuk teolgo nan ireona, danghanmankeum neo dugobwa (no way)

arang gajgo, ujeong gajgo, jangnanchineun neo dugobwa (no way)

ni saenggagmanhaedo beolsseo nae momi tteolryeowa
neol yongseomoshae ijebuteo neon

jeonjaengiya (oh) geobjaengiya (oh)
neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyeoga tto uljanha (oh)
geobjaengiya (oh) nae sarang geondeulin neo oh neo neo neo
jeonjaengiya

geunyeoga tteonadeon nal neon moreuncheog modu ijeula marhaesseo
mideossdeon niga chinguin niga
naege ireol su isseo neol jeojuhagesseo ije

geu deoleoun ib jebal damulrae, i pinunmul da dolryeojulge (ije)
ttogttoghi gwie saegyeo, neoreul jeoldae gaman andwo (ije)

eonjenga alge doelgeola saenggageun haessgessji
neol yongseomoshae ije buteo neon

jeonjaengiya (oh) geobjaengiya (oh)
neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyeoga tto uljanha (oh)
geobjaengiya (oh) neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyeoga tto uljanha

(Don’t you cry cry cry) neottaeme tto uljanha
(geunyeoga bye bye bye bye bye) modeunge kkeutijanha
(Don’t you cry cry cry) nae sarang geondeulin neo oh neo neo neo
jeonjaengiya

Goodbye…

jeonjaengiya (oh) geobjaengiya (oh) (Oh~)
neo dugo bwa bwa neo (bwa neo) geunyeoga tto uljanha (oh) (tto uljanha)
geobjaengiya (oh) (geobjaengiya) neo dugo bwa bwa neo geunyeoga tto uljanha

Oh woah~
(Don’t you cry cry cry) neottaeme tto uljanha
(geunyeoga bye bye bye bye bye) modeunge kkeutijanha
(Don’t you cry cry cry) nae sarang geondeulin neo oh neo neo neo
jeonjaengiya

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Shut up, I really don’t wanna hear it as my tears dry you better beg

I’ll go until the end just watch I treated you the wrong way

We loved each other, she’s the only one for me
Why you, why do you look at my woman no way

I dust my clothes and stand up, as far as I was cheated, just watch (no way)
Using love and affection and playing games, you just watch (no way)

I shake just by thinking about you
I can’t forgive you, from now on you are

It’s war (oh) you coward (oh)
Just watch, do you see, she is crying again (oh)
You coward (oh) you who bothered my love, you oh you you you
It’s war

The day she left you acted like you didn’t know anything and told me to forget everything
You who I trusted in, you who were my friend
How can you do this to me, I shall curse you now

Can you please shut those dirty lips, can you take back these tears of blood and sweat (now)
Hear this clearly, I’m not ever letting you go (now)

Someday you will realize this, you probably would have though already
I can’t forgive you, from now on you’re

It’s war (oh) you coward (oh)
Just watch, do you see, she is crying again (oh)
You coward (oh) just watch, do you see, she is crying again

(Don’t you cry cry cry) Crying again because of you
(She is bye bye bye bye bye) It’s the end of everything
(Don’t you cry cry cry)
You who bothered my love, you oh you you you
It’s war

Goodbye…

It’s war (oh) you coward (oh) (Oh~)
Just watch, do you see, (do you see) she is crying again (oh) (crying again)
You coward (oh) (you coward) just watch, do you see, she is crying again

Oh woah~
(Don’t you cry cry cry) Crying again because of you
(She is bye bye bye bye bye) It’s the end of everything
(Don’t you cry cry cry)
You who bothered my love, you oh you you you
It’s war

UniMAP URL Content Filtering.... WTF!!

hullo guys... assalamualaikum...

(all the content below will be in malay)

sesungguhnya aku tengah menyirap tahap maksima ni... aku bantai menulis b. melayu ni... impak besh sikit...

pagi2, aku bangun awal (ehem... xla awal sangat... pkul 8.15 je)... bangun2, trus pegi mandi tanpa mengira kesejukan air paip... menggigil kot... siap mandi, pkai bju, etc etc...  abis bersiap, mengadap la laptop... ingat nak bukak facebook... tetiba kuar menatang ni...

UniMAP URL Content Filtering

mula2 relax lagi... maybe problem connection kot... refresh la page... kuar benda yang sama... xpa, relax lagi.... bkak tab lain... taip url facebook... sma jugak resultnya...

UniMAP URL Content Filtering

masa 2, dah start panas dah... xpa... sabar dulu... mozilla problem kot... bkak la internet explorer... tetapi, seperti yang dijangka... kluar gak menatang ni...

UniMAP URL Content Filtering

msa 2, ternganga, terkesima, terpana dan bermacam2 ter la lg.... and tertanya2 aku... apa ke pelik pegi blocked facebook...tak cukup lg ke diblocked-nya youtube and segala streaming videos, etc, etc... game facebook pun blocked... and then, di-blockednya facebook...

hello, brader... time exam kot... msa ni la bdak2 nk release tension mengadap facebook... then, facebook la satu2 nya entertainment yg leh access kat unimap... considerate la beb....

abis 2, aku nak bkak menatang pa ni??? blog je la yang boleh pn... pa lg, jadi sesi meluahkan perasaan la ni... jiran aku ckap maybe pusat ict UniMAP da problem kot... then, x reti2 nak inform student??? xde la student terkial2, buang masa try access facebook yg mmg xleh bkak... pagi2 da wat aku panas...

bkannya pa.... aku ni da start redha n terima kenyataan dah yang internet UniMAP boleh access facebook je... tetiba di-blocked facebook... ini suda lebih... aku nak wat aduan pun xtau kat mana.... sabar je la...

i've made my mind... Ayah, mama... bila dapat scholar jpa je... first thing yg adk nk wat... beli broadband... xsanggup dah nak hidup camni.... sebijik mcam kat matrik...

yg beshnya, itu dulu... zaman matrik... msa tu pun gna wifi... sini, kat UniMAP... gna kabel yg entah zaman bila, orang xpki dah kabel2 ni... berselirat umah dengan jalinan2 kabel melingkar...

SABAR je la.... entah kesekian berapa kalinya, aku ulang menda ni.... SABAR je la....

sekian... abis sudah sesi meluahkan perasaan aku.... hati pun da sejuk... sesejuk pagi ni....

ciao.... assalamualaikum....

dream comes true

hullo guys... assalamualaikum...

if u check out the stolen tab, u r going to see that i have updated a new fiction entitled "STOLEN"... since i was little, i enjoyed reading and my lifelong ambition is to publish a fictional book.. a book that can touch others' heart.. a book full of drama, suspense, conflict... a book that is different from others...

so.........

here it is... this is a story based from my dream when i'm 15 years old... after years of editting, i published it on my blog... enjoy it, peeps!!!

p/s: let's ur imagination run wild!!!