Blabbering Blast #1

You've won? Think again.

You've lost the game from the moment you thought you've won,

Cry. Forgive. Learn. Move on. Let your tears water the seeds of your future happiness

Never thought this is how it will end....

we were so happy before...

it is a given if we were about to be sad after that....

but, never I know, it will be like this....

never I know, it will hurt so bad....

this heart... it feel like it was going to burst....

take it away please....

I LOST MYSELF.... AND I HAVE PROBLEM IN GETTING IT BACK..

“Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves.” ~Henry David Thoreau

      I am not myself lately. I don't know how it started. but slowly I can feel my life drifted away. I tried to hang on it, but it slipped from my grasp....

      I started to lost appetite. I used to eat a lot before. But now, I only eat to survive.

      I lost my trust on people. I keep my distance from everyone. Everyone felt like a stranger to me. Or maybe, I'm a stranger to myself.

      This world is rotten. And the people inside it are worst. All people are against me. Or maybe I am the one who is against them.

      I tried to regain myself, but I failed.

      I don't know myself anymore. I tried to act normal. But it is weird.

     Someone help me please.....